it just seem that im so impetuous and so straight forward
well, sometimes its not about straight forward.
its like .....there are thorns in my words..i just keep saying out words that pushes people away
i just keep moving on with my own way and leave people getting hurt behind me.
i dont know how to express myself and the way i talk is just cold?i dont express my concerns towards people. and so everybody thought that im cold blooded and tough?cuz i just seem so cool and i dont drop a tears even something really bad happened? but im not.
i dont like being cold blooded in people's eyes too. i wanted to try to at least treat people better but its just hard for me to show my concern..i just keep it to myself..and i dont kinda express it out.
im so passive. and i think that makes ppl around me suffer.
i guess i just don't trust people.
too, i keep hurting people around me with this attitude
why am i keep doing that.. sometimes, im just dont realize that im soo inappreaciative.
i dont appreciate what people give me and continue on doing my way
im too self centred sometimes i didnt even care about others feelings..
i will try to change.
